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New Blog Link

2006-06-23T13:47:00.000-05:00

I have moved to: http://spammingisfun.blogspot.com

Please re-link me thanks!

Hiatus

2005-11-17T00:41:00.000-06:00

Sorry guys for not posting anything for such a long time. Alot of things happened esp tonight on msn, shan't elaborate. Things you never thought would happened sometimes really do happen. My blog would be closed till further notice. Sorry for any trouble caused.

Deb, if you got anything feel free to give me a buzz. =)

NRA and GL camp mawai!

2005-10-20T01:37:00.000-05:00

NRA camp was nice!! It's basically a slack camp, had mac late at night also. =X I like the games on the 2nd day..esp the water bombs. We spent most of the time practising our dance/act performance for the final day. Alot of ppl say it's nice. =) Slack camp is the best man!

Following day's the GL camp, was pretty shagged though, insufficient sleep. Had to cross the river to reach the mawai camp. It's sort of like a village with almost everything made out of wood and leaves. Had to make our own bed with the canvas sheet. It's cold at night, ard 20 degrees on the first day but 15 degrees on the 2nd day cos it rained after our camp fire. Went for the water obstacle course and swamp walk on the 2nd day. We became sort of obsessed with leeches when we are about to do the swamp walk, lukily I never kena leech. Climbed the gunai panti mountain on the 2nd day(total ard 5.5 hrs), truely an experience. 3rd day is the heritage tour, entered 2 bunks and hear afew stories and history about this place. Pretty unlucky though, I accidentally kicked the leg of the portable bed when we're packing and my nails nearly went out clean. Although we got scolded after getting back, I truely like this camp. =) GL forever!

heez

2005-10-13T16:34:00.000-05:00

Yay! Tmr NRA camp!! Whee! Can't really blog anything now, Singapore's restricting us bloggers to blog anything but our personal lives. No opinions. So seriously I have nothing to blog about. =/

Back finally...

2005-10-07T17:20:00.000-05:00

Wow!! This blog is dead or what? I'm not planning to abandon my blog so no worries! =) Thank God that I pass all my modules, can't wait for next module to start. Alot of interesting things happened...can't be bothered to mention all; however one really cracked me up. I was on my way home from Yiochukang sleeping on the train when my eyes were greeted with a 60 odd man. There's nothing wrong with him just that his dick, tom, hairy..watever you call it is protruding out of his trousers. DOESN'T HE WEAR ANY UNDERWEAR? And he's just there reading his newspapers while I looked at him in disgust. Opps! Forgot to censor! Recently, alot of punishment had been held for those people who slander in their blogs. Hullow?? Where's the democracy thingy?? Can't really post alot in my blog or I'd be sued or something.

About church, felt that I've been drifting apart from church ministry and stuff. My old self is creeping back again, I'm feeling very ANTI-SOCIAL. I wanna stay in my own world again, reality is killing me. I'm very disappointed in my spiritual health, I seriously need to do something. =.=

Having NRA camp from 14 to 16 and would be going for GL camp(in m'sia) on 17 to 19 oct, so would be really MIA. Don't miss me!

WAD?!

2005-09-14T13:08:00.000-05:00

Sorry guys for the super duper late update, was playing and studying over the past few days. =X Last exam tmr and I'll be online again! Sypnosis for the past few exams:

-Statistics was easy, but I drew a histogram instead of cumulative frequency curve due to a misinterpretation of the term "Ogive".

-Have a 60% chance of failing physiology; the questions are too unintellect for me to do.

-Microbiology was surprisingly easy, finished it in an hour.

- I passed my basic A jap course! Got a C+ though, but now to basic B!

Was browsing some online newspaper when I came across this article: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/167812/1/.html. Was very shocked! How can someone be charged in court just due to some racist comments in blogs and forums? It is officially proven that there is no freedom of speech in Singapore despite the emphasis that Singapore IS a democratic country. Such a contradicting statement. Fellow Singaporean bloggers, it is official that we cannot post anything:

-Against/Anti Singapore
-Racist
-Slanderous against any rich companies or person
-Critisise the Government

Conclusion: You can only blog about your boring lives and only YOUR thing in blogs. Other than that, you may face a probablity of being charge in court.

Finally

2005-09-06T18:06:00.000-05:00

Been abit busy, trillions gazillions stuff to post but I'm BUSY. Having my nice break now till friday which is my final semester exam. I just realised that I know 50% of statistic content only. DIE. Officially going on a hiatus till next week. Cya!

Chocolate lips

2005-08-31T22:00:00.000-05:00

Microbiology practical test was so screwed. Had this music talk during scc and was asked to compose a song lyric from a few titles, chose Chocolate lips. It's rather last min, cos only wasted 10 mins on it. And don't mind the vulgarities used, it's about this bartender girl. Joel thinks it's retarded, me too..hahaha!

Chocolate lips

You're tasty, almighty
Ain't that Bitch sexy
Sensual candles, freaking slut
Your chocolate lips damn kill me.

Your stage collapse
Chocolate lips
Unbolt your chains
You give em' kicks
Apocalypse
I set you free
From the void abyss of the world.

Sian 1/2

2005-08-30T19:51:00.000-05:00

Why must parents always use emotional blackmailing? Really sick of it. Don't they know that password is something they should not even ask in the first place?

Pissed off.

Staff and student's day was rather disappointing la, so little people from my module turn up. Ushering made me realised people don't like sitting infront. I love the performance! The lecturers all went bonkers over their indian dance. Our GL performance was great! Well done guys! The GL debriefing was super long la, talk about the camp form don't need to go to the extent to crap right? The entire thing took 1 hour, can you believe it? And I have practical test tmr!!! DIE!

Siansation

2005-08-29T20:41:00.000-05:00

I think I screw up the last SN test question, come to think of it. BAHS! NVM! Hiphop can say is rather depressing la, instructor says the better ones; prolly about 10 of em were in the wednesday slot and the results for more moving there will be after the suntec compettition. Darn, so demoralising. Alot of ppl were complaining how she shouldn't tell us that and stuff. Not really into this now cos got GLs on wednesday, gonna crash if I'm shifted to the wednesday slot.

Thanks Sarah for the cds! Cheeros! =)

Worship night 05

2005-08-27T22:14:00.000-05:00

Just came back from worship night, was rather worn out(in the throat area that is). I like the songs they picked although too many for my throat to handle. Before that me, stelly, grace, xiuchen and yiyun ate at pizza hut. Was laughing like crazy over the slightly retarded waiter. He's so funny la, his actions and the way he speaks. Grace was laughing like mad.

I played the piano too loudly, the speaker's fault! Ok fine! It's my fault! Arg!

S and S day rehearsal

2005-08-25T19:57:00.000-05:00

Today is CRAZY. We(the GLs in my class) have to crash IPC practical with 1Fo2 today as the rehearsal starts at 4pm. After lunch me, kiap, clem and joel wore our labcoat BOLDLY all the way to the lab. Nobody ever dare to do that cos it's really embarrasing...hahaha! But heck la! Today I'm high. Was really crazy and wrecking havoc with the 02 peeps during lab. Things started to get funny when some of us started pasting red tapes all over our labcoats. Smiley faces at our backs! ^^ Prac ended early so me and joel crash 02's tutorial as well. I'm a 1F02 peep today. =X

We decided to wear labcoat all the way to LT 26 for sheer fun. You're just witnessing the birth of a new gang - The labcoat gang. Rehearsal was boring but they sang better then the previous one. Just got informed that we got GL leadership training camp coming out this holiday!!! Yay! It's in Johor organised by both our AGLs and the organisers there. Can't wait!

Jap writing test tmr, geez...have to mug like mad tomorrow.

Me and my smiley on labcoat.

Joel's labcoat.

Kiap's labcoat.

GL

2005-08-24T23:31:00.000-05:00

FREAK! No cca for 2 weeks? HOW CAN? I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO YET I'M BORED?! HOW CAN?!?! SOMEONE PLS KILL ME LAAAAA!

Gonna have funnn in the control room with weijie and yide on S & S day, yayness.

Bored

2005-08-23T18:47:00.000-05:00

Had flashbacks today, pretty glad I'm what I am today. =)

Antivirus

2005-08-22T17:09:00.000-05:00

YAYness! At last! After 2 months of procrastinating I finally installed norton antivirus in my lappy! This month's really shag, tons and tons of things to be done. And tests and more activities the following few weeks! When can this end?

Jap festival

2005-08-20T22:33:00.000-05:00

Wheee! Today's jap festival was funnnnn!!!! Alot of japanese there, can't understand a word they say. =.= I used up all the coupon on...food. Blehx. I'm such a glutton, oh well, there's nothing much to waste my coupon on anyways.

Freak

2005-08-20T12:32:00.000-05:00

I hate to ostracise but some people really leave me no choice. From the very start I knew downright that you're a freaking stupid flirt. FLIRT! A sissy flirt, how's about that? When a girl appears automatically move towards that direction. Please la sissy, you're so darn obvious in flirting can?

GL training 2

2005-08-17T23:00:00.000-05:00

Didn't manage to practise Andy's song today but at least I learn a few new drum beats from my scc friends. GL training was fun! Was really hyper today.

Haven't finished IPC presentation, IPC prac worksheet not done, GL s&s day rehearsal clashes with my IPC practical tmr, not sure if I can make it in time for Andy's rehearsal. ARGGGG!!

Hiphop~

2005-08-15T21:09:00.000-05:00

Microbio project presentation today was so SCREWED! Shan't elaborate about it. Was pretty pleased with my online maths test, scored 90%! Hehe! Hiphop was ok, finally learn something decent, could catch the groove. =) Didn't expect to see Daphane there, as in the singapore idol finalist that one, my friends didn't really fancy her though..says she acbc one..haha.

Music

2005-08-14T16:41:00.000-05:00

Living for God is my life, music is my tool, Bible is my encouragement. I will strive hard in music for God, so that I can serve him better. Lord, please guide my path, let me be humble always. =)

I hate week 13!!!

2005-08-12T20:57:00.000-05:00

I'm officially going on a hiatus starting from tomorrow. Week 13's killing me...2 projects, 3 tests and 1 presentation skit to finish!!! ARGGGG!!! And jap reading test on friday!!! How to survive you tell me!!!

DIE

GL

2005-08-10T21:13:00.000-05:00

GL's boring actually - Today's all about rules, talks and instructions. Before that went to scc club house to slack but thank God Mandy's there! Learn some drum beats from him! 6/8 and 8/8 beats for most of the common songs, shall progress on.

I aspire to be a good drummer, guitarist and pianist! =X

Charlie and the chocolate factory

2005-08-09T23:39:00.000-05:00

Charlie and the chocolate factory is nice ok! Just watched it today, and it's hilarious. The oompa lumpa's all had the same face. -.- But they alter the story abit and made up the story of wonka's past.

Oh ya! Happy birthday Singapore! My mum's older than you!

Projects?

2005-08-08T20:52:00.000-05:00

Thought we had no projects but Mr Chow proved me wrong today. Just when we thought we can go off he passed us another set of worksheet...We are supposed to do some research on Avian Influenza(Bird flu) and agree or go against the statement of whether it is a global catastrophe anot. My group - Me, dinie, Liang jie, Joel and Seng gim chose to be with the view. 10 min argument about this topic next week, hopefully can cook up something. Oh ya! And the nuclear plant research me and Joel's supposed to do! Arg! So much to do, yet so little time...AND! Hiphop's a total disaster today, can't keep my focus..too busy in my own world.

Tmr's national day holiday! Whee! I seriously need a break, gonna sleep whole day tmr.

Thank God

2005-08-07T22:08:00.000-05:00

Really wanna thank grace yam and deb for this book! Really touched although I just received it today which is way past my birthday. Nevertheless, I'm really touched! Grace, you're always that cute little food fairy and deb, you're the best godsis! Yup! Really mean it from the bottom of my heart. Grace, next week's the ww movie fam outing rite?!

Thank you Lord for giving me the opportunities to serve you. Thank you Lord for letting me experience your presence. Thank you Lord for the wonderful friends you gave me. Lord, please guide my path, so that I know what I'm doing is glorifying unto your name.

Attacks of the TICKS!

2005-08-06T13:40:00.000-05:00

Help! Everyone scram to your houses! It's the attack of the EVIL TICKS! My house is officially under tick attack. At first ticks are found on my dog, than my dad's room and today I found 2 ticks crawling around my room wall, which means MORE TICKS! Gosh, look at what my sister cause! Ask her not to bring the dog down she never listen.

I'm paranoid now, I think ticks are everywhere that I don't even dare sleep in my own bed.

Audition?

2005-08-05T20:50:00.000-05:00

Jap writing and reading test in a few weeks time?! OMG! I didn't even know how to write!!! SOS! Down to my last cent today, spent all my allowances on "crucial" stuff that cannot be helped.

Will be playing keyboard for Andy tmr for the audition to perform at hardrock cafe. Only had practise once - Today, hopefully I won't screw up tmr. >.<

Ihatemylife

2005-08-04T21:12:00.000-05:00

Tiffany made me regret not going SCC yesterday. Booo! They had song composing lessons and contests after the performances, arg...such uber flickle me. IPC practical is getting more and more boring each week.

Found a new spot yesterday with Dinie and Liangjie - The library comic section. It's entertainment haven; comic books filled the entire 4 shelves and we could sleep there. It's occupied today so we went to the 5th floor hidden spot instead. (I bet even the students don't know where this spot is)

Finally! An official class outing - Chalet and bbq during term break! I will go for the chalet in the end; Kimberly told me, "We only have like 2 to 3 yrs of youth left to live up with..." Quite true, I'm indeed getting old; chalet I shall go then.

I know you'd like to thank your shit don't stank
But lean a little bit closer see Roses really smell like boohoohoo
Yeah, Roses really smell like boohoohoo...

~~Love~~ is like a Rose, they die off - AND they smell like boohoohoo eh?

Last min update! I got in the LSCT GL thing! I think all my classmates who went got in too! Yay! Congrates! I see alot of my friend's name also, wheee..everyone seemed to pass the interview!

"Brilliant" life

2005-08-02T17:06:00.000-05:00

Life's going downhill! BRAKE! I need to brake before I hit rock bottom! I can't ~~slack~~ no more!

We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls...

Final term exams coming up in a few weeks, presentations piling up, badly screwed up common tests - I need to get a grip. ]] AND THAT STUPID COMPULSARY STATISTIC BOOK IS SO DAMN BLOODY EXPENSIVE!

Hiphoppy

2005-08-01T20:00:00.000-05:00

Gahhh ` Hiphop is a mess today, didn't catch the middle part properly. Peychee and Venessa rants about how cool the ferrari is when we saw one and peychee ended taking a photo with it. I wanna take a photo with a ferrari too! People will think I'm rich! =X I'm also very keen to know which student own it also! I just need a car and a driving license! AND, my blister on my right foot burst and pus started oozing out like waterfall. Leg pain, hand pain, neck pain, everywhere pain! My life is a pain in the ass!

Stealth

2005-07-31T21:07:00.000-05:00

Watched Stealth with Jason and Tzewei after church, it's better than expected and I really enjoyed it. The theatre is so bloody cold, goodness, I'm freezing there and having headaches. - IPC Practical report not done, what am I gonna do! Stop procrastinating Jeremy!!!

I seriously need sleep, tons and tons of sleep. I wonder if you can buy sleep...

Me: God, can I buy 4 hours of sleep for $4?
God: No.
Me: Why?
God: Because I am about to give you 4 hours of sleep for FREE! Don't you rmb I'm a loving God?
Me: Yay! You're the best!
God: But you're already sleeping now, you're just dreaming of buying sleep due to major stress.
Me: -.- .....

Ice Skating with 1F01

2005-07-30T22:15:00.000-05:00

Wheee! Iceskating is as breath-taking as ever! I didn't fall down over that 2 hour plus torturous period, I am a survivor.

Patrick & Xinyan - A few more tries and you can reign supreme!
Johnny - Stop playing with dirty ice! $&@
ShiongHung - You first time meh?
Linus & 2 Cindys - PRO LA!

Went to YF's Gospel Rally with Stacey after that. The video is kinda scary as it reminds you that the end is near - Met up with a few old pals there. LONG TIME NO SEE!

Gosh, my ez-link bus concession expires tmr. Volleyball compettion in 2 weeks time!

Willy wonka

2005-07-29T00:44:00.000-05:00

WOOTS! WILLY WONKA IN 5 FREAKING DAYS! Come on man, show me the money!

With a peanut butter, jelly, chicken, tuna sandwhich
And I don't gotta make no god damn sense
I just did a whole song and I didn't say shit

You find me offensive? I find you offensive for finding me offensive// We lurvve the rainman do we? <33

Willy wonka makes my day, I'm a chocoholic. And I'm going iceskating this sat with my classmates! No fooling around the ice floor, uh-uh the floor ain't give no chances to flagger-leggers.

Doesn't matter

2005-07-27T20:38:00.000-05:00

Thanks people for your birthday wishes! Didn't celebrate my birthday outside or whatsoever today, went home straight after school. Didn't really have the mood to do anything. Sihwee really super original, she uses MMS! The only person that use MMS, lols, really surprised me. Both of my buddies didn't greet me, pretty disappointed but well, shan't care anymore. In the light of this, I'm reminded again that although friends may forget you, God will always be by my side no matter what.

I really don't need you guys to pity me, I'm content with a birthday just like any normal days, afterall, I'm just someone that isn't significant.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2005-07-27T00:00:00.000-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! Yay! My birthday finally! I'M 18 YRS OLD! SO OLDDD RIGHT? Really didn't expect so many people to rmb my birthday, really very touched! Thanks for those birthday smses and online msgs!

Ticks?

2005-07-26T17:07:00.000-05:00

My dog got TICKS INFESTATION! My sister found out when she bathed him, ticks started falling off his fur in black droplets. Awww..poor thing! Alot of things happened today, shall not elaborate but thank God I passed all the tests at the moment. I will start to work hard from today onwards, never will I slack behind again. I promise myself.

My birthday tmr! M18 movies! =X

NRA

2005-07-25T20:06:00.000-05:00

I screw up all my TESTS!!! Although I passed, I'm still disappointed with my results. Hiphop is fine, except that I can't get a few of the final moves correct. MY LEGS AND STOMACH IS IN PAIN! Instructor told us that we will have to work uber hard in september for next year's dance items. Can't wait! Finally they are making some progress, wahahaha.

Belated birthday, family

2005-07-25T00:03:00.000-05:00

I'm so touched! My family just celebrated my birthday in advance, had a vanilla cake with white chocolate flakes. I really appreciate it! And thanks for the red packet mum and dad! Love ya! <3

Blended

2005-07-24T21:09:00.000-05:00

I'm in sad city, I'm so unhappy and sad. I need the reason to be happy once more. Hur hur...

Birthday this wednesday...but who'll even bother to rmb?

Frameless

2005-07-24T19:12:00.000-05:00

I wanna change my specs to frameless! I want a goatee! Came across an interesting site. All milk haters and lovers alike can go visit this site. www.milksucks.com

Can't you at least treat me normally? As in, NORMAL, stop being weird, at least once.

Charcoal's memory

2005-07-23T18:30:00.000-05:00

Thank God my dog's recovering. Reminisence of the past, my heart hurts when the thought of my dead cat haunt me again. It has been nearly 3 yrs since my cat's death and I realised that I miss my cat alot. A missing piece in my heart can never be replaced.

Reminisence of the past...how my cat died.

Despo!

2005-07-22T14:28:00.000-05:00

I'm in a desperate mood today! I wanna get married! =X

Finally!

2005-07-21T19:57:00.000-05:00

Thank God that I finished my last paper today! Shan't bother to explain how badly I'll do but nonetheless it's OVER! Finished half-blood prince finally and dumbledore's dead! Watching naruto now, cya!

Great is Thy faithfulness,
God all almighty.
You're my shelter and my strength.
I shall follow Thee with my life.

IPC test

2005-07-20T13:11:00.000-05:00

Definitely not feeling better, can't finish IPC paper but it's all over now, no point fretting over it. But hey! At least popular has finished it's renovation, got my pre-ordered Harry potter & the half-blood prince on my way home. HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACEY! See! I rmb your birthday! Cos your birthday is one week before mine!

When comforts are declining,

He grants the soul again.

A season of clear shining,

To clear it after the rain.

Movie marathon

2005-07-19T22:44:00.000-05:00

Was pretty depressed this morning, don't bother asking why. Woke up at 10.30am but went back to sleep till 12.15pm when my phone woke me up. Had movie marathon over at ying shan's house to keep myself busy incase I go bonkers over it again. The 2nd movie(Green Mile) was 3 hrs long but it's very meaningful, I find myself wondering if I'm grown up enough to know that the world is much much more evil than I ever thought. Love your enemies, bring the gospel to the world.

Dear Lord, free me from this misery... I just need an answer...

Moments like this

2005-07-19T08:41:00.000-05:00

Moments like this, unforgettable, I wish I could always be there, the way it is. =/

I realised things are never gonna be the same...

Maths paper

2005-07-18T18:45:00.000-05:00

Just reached home after studying with Chew Wei at mac. Covered generally all of IPC topics and some of physio. Hopefully tmr can finish up some problems I had in physio. Maths paper is super easy except for the last qn..which constitutes 22/100 marks! Totally have no idea how to do that kind of matrices question! Can't get my AD already..hurhur..

Help me perservere Lord, a few days more.

Noah's ark documentary

2005-07-17T23:57:00.000-05:00

This oversleeping thing is getting over me. Once again I overslept for service and have to attend 12.30 service instead. Thank God that my guitar playing is ok and the singspiration goes on well even though it's abit last min. Had my haircut finally after all my parent's nagging.

After my haircut...

Barber: Hey...are you a secondary student?
Me: Eh..(think I better lie that I am so that I get to pay $8 only..hehe..) yeah..I am..
Barber: Oh..then you only have to pay 8 bucks, student special price.
Me: *Sniggers* (Yeah right, like I dunno..fishes out $8 while trying to hold back my guilty look)
Barber: (Kept the money in his breast-pocket) Okie, hope to see you next time!

And my sister complains that SOME PEOPLE THOUGHT SHE'S MY OLDER SISTER. Do I look that YOUNG? Even the barber thinks I'm still in secondary school, oh man..I think I have to leave a beard or something... (My mum kept saying the barber did a great job.. -__- ok la..it's like watever lor..)

At home for barely 1 hr when my mum rushed us to faith methodist church for the Noah Ark documentary. It's really good! Although disappointing cos they only found the upper deck and cannot enter due to the thin sheet of ice. This documentary really made me experience God's divinity and presence! He's such an awesome God that overpowers history and future. There's this part of the documentary that I find very DOWN TO EARTH. The film guy wanted to film the opening of Noah's Ark warned of being guarded by spirits, and his vid cam went bonkers after the 3rd attempt. The top deck opening was marked with a stone in between signifying strongly of a face with 2 horns on the forehead. After one of the team member knocked off the horns and a constant prayer, the video could finally function. My mum told me that this may be the work of the devil as he don't want the whole world to know this ark's evidence as this evidence will prove God's existence and truthfulness.

After that went for family supper opposite the church. Had congee from a well known shop. Basically, everything there is nice! (Maybe it's because I'm so famished) Tmr's my maths test! Pray for me! And thank God that I started doing devotions yesterday, hopefully I can devolope this good habit! =D

Pool

2005-07-16T23:09:00.000-05:00

Played pool with Simon after piano practise with preacher ng in church. It's hilarious ok! At first I keep hitting off point and sometimes missed the ball. It's embarrassing! I know I'm hopeless in ball games like pool. Simon's still on his feet although he did not touch pool for a long time. My 2nd time playing and I realised that I'm a NOOB. But at least I got a few balls in the hole, I HAVE HOPE! After that went for fellowship bible study, topic is on temptations which lead to my personal relationship with God.

God really works wonders. My spiritual health is declining day after day and the urge to read the bible and do daily devotion ceased. I kept procrastinating and in the end I yield fruitless results. Bahh! Until yesterday, my mum called me to her room. Was thinking that she's giving me one of her usual nagging until she told me that she prayed for me and God told her that I have not been doing devotions. HOW CRUDE IS THAT? Freaked me out ok! She said that she got this really strong feeling that I have not been doing devotions when she's praying for me and she's not pulling my leg. I guess I have to start doing devotions and renew my personal relationship with God from today onwards. God never cease to amaze me...

Dear God, give me strength to carry on...

Studying with chew wei

2005-07-15T20:41:00.000-05:00

Met Chew Wei at 11am today and went to JE library to study. The study atmosphere at teenage section was surprisingly good cos most of the students are still studying. Was studying our heads off when suddenly a little boy popped out of behind. It's so funny la! And he's like saying "Draw draw", "Yes, I'm drawing a stomach, wanna draw it too?" Haha, his dad later found him and dragged him away. He is so cute laa. Lost our concentration and chatted for awhile before going down to get ourselves a cup of warm coffee.

Photocopying of our missing physio notes is darn funny la! She said we need to print one set each and the uncle printed 3 sets of each! Imagine $2 spent on rough papers! After lunch went back to study again. Teenage was like crowded and noisy now so 1st floor is the last option. We were pretty restless so was like staring blankly at the notes. We actually thought there's a piano room there cos we here bits and pieces of "piano" playing which turns out to be music from a radio nearby. -.- Mum called me to do some grocery shopping before hitting home. Chew wei can't take in anymore so suggest that we go IMM. It changed alot, looked like suntec city? Bought the last glow in the dark paste! Pro right? It's so rare nowadays that you don't get to see it sold in stores.(Can't tell you where I bought it cos she asked me not to... lol.) Chew wei's like complaining how unbelievable it is cos she took a long time finding it and bought the last stock from the same store yesterday.

The trip back to JE interchange is terrible can! It's raining cats and dogs but we still walk miserably holding our pathetic umbrellas. My shoes were ruined! All soaked! Arg... Anyways, we slacked in westmall after getting the groceries my mum wants while waiting for her mum to come. At least I got some of the new physio stuff into my head today..lolx!

Was reading HIS blog and was laughing my head off, think you guys should read it too esp the latest entry on the NKF thingy! http://www.rockson.blogspot.com Warning! Contains explicit vulgarities! Hitting my bed now, pretty tired, hopefully can finish physio tmr, arg..wad a bore...

Study till I die...

2005-07-15T03:43:00.000-05:00

I'm writing this in the middle of the night, where owls and snakes prowl around and fight. Blehx. Today, or rather "yesterday" I went to sch ard 1 plus to deal with my worst nightmare, physiology. Didn't finish my revision but, nvm, gonna finish it with chew wei later. I really wanna thank tian zhan! He's such a nice chap, helped me alot for my microbiology and physiology. Can't really absorb well if not for his generous help! THANKS! Dinie's offered to lend me his biology notes! So sweet of him right?! Hehe, really can't thank you guys enough! Haha, poor yong qiang, studying alone in his booked room cos his senior pang seh him. Kinda guilty now that I forgot to join him after tian zhan finish teaching me physio cos he's like...lonely... Ok wateva..sleeping now, tataz!

Reality

2005-07-13T18:37:00.000-05:00

The best gift anyone can receive is to be loved and remembered.

Insensitive people

2005-07-13T00:59:00.000-05:00

The first friend I made in class, the one I knew least in the end. You're arrogant, straight forward, classify people and insensitive. I regret treating you as someone I can befriend with better. As days passed, you showed your true colours. I never like your attitude, never. Hoped that you'll come to your senses one day when you found out that you have no true friends by your side. Insensitive people never had true friends. Happy Birthday STARFACE aka XINYAN!

Glad that I finished studying IPC in school today!

I just found out...

2005-07-11T13:57:00.000-05:00

I just found out from my cousin Dorothy that, a girl will get hairy all over if she goes gyming and weight lifting. Complained seeing girls in dragon boat having hairy legs and less feminine face and figure. Couldn't have cared less, but girls with hairy legs do astonish me. Bet those girls would be drooling over leg hairless guys. Bikini waxing anyone? =p

Gossips and more gossips in poly. Heard that there's this weird guy who only wears green tee to school. Owns 43 green shirts, 2 handbags which he carries to school, cat walks, feminine voice, aspire to be a girl, thinks he's the green sailormoon AND he's in my course, 1F04. Happening eh? Nearly died laughing when I saw him walking out of the lift that friday.

I wanna watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory! Roald Dahl made my childhood memories so much sweeter! Love all his cute and exciting novels, really can't wait to watch! Have a sudden urge to re-read all his books. Lols.

Yay, having one week study break!

Magnificent

2005-07-09T17:58:00.000-05:00

Was browsing through my recieved files when I stumbled across one song called "Magnificent" grace sent me. I think it's a very meaningful song as it portrays the power of our Lord almighty. Found the lyrics and added the guitar chords.

Who compares to You?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me.

Who compares to You?
You who bring the morning light,
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in Your great love.

You are magnificent,
Eternally wonderful, glorious.
Jesus, no one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.

Where the evening fades,
You call forth songs of joy.
As the morning wakes,
We Your children give You praise.

You are magnificent,
Eternally wonderful, glorious.
Jesus, no one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.

Microbiology test

2005-07-09T14:45:00.000-05:00

My mugging sort of paid off! Microbiology test today's kinda easy but there's a few sub-qns I don't know how to do. =( Can't believe that stupid scientist's names all came out, really never expect lor. Anyways, it's over and I'm glad that I have one whole week to study and slack! No school for one week! Wheee!

Boxers

2005-07-09T01:10:00.000-05:00

Think I'm crazy today. After CATS class me and a few other friends were crapping about the russell peter joke and we decided to get to the convection centre where booths selling pizza and stuff were being set up. Something caught LJ's eye and he suggested that we all buy the spongebob boxers. LOL rite? HaHa! In the end we all bought one and we're gonna wear it tmr! Wahahahas!

After jap class met up with eggfam to visit mh's hse to give him a surprise b'day greetings. Slacked at his house for awhile and crap abit. HAPPY BITHDAY MINHAI!

Haisalogy, failing practical...

2005-07-07T19:53:00.000-05:00

Life is going down hill for me, my computer's dying, monitor is blue, mouse spoils(luckily I still got my laptop mouse) and the super high chance of me failing chemistry practical. Life's so unfair, I studied so hard for the practical and the questions that came out was totally...madness, can't answer the structured questions. Guess I'll only get 8 marks for my titration. Arg, hopefully this practical won't make me retain IPC module, have to work doubly hard for the common test.

Today

2005-07-06T21:02:00.000-05:00

Microbiology practical was as fun as usual, did wet mounting and simple staining on some Gandida organism and guess what? My eye nearly pop out when I saw the organism moving in the iodine through the 1000x lens. Before that we were required to prepare an environment for one specific species of fungi to grow. Simple as it seems, it's quite difficult for the micro-pipetting agar part as the agar solidifies after several secs. Tmr's my IPC practical test! Wish me all the luck! Shall mug for it later.

Goal

2005-07-05T22:02:00.000-05:00

I just realised something, I have no holiday on 18th november which means, NO ISRAEL HOLIDAY TRIP! Wah! I'm so SADDED.

Legs, getting crazy.

2005-07-04T22:31:00.000-05:00

My leg's getting tortured today just because I forgot to wear shoes to hiphop class. Have to dance barefooted. W-ell, today's lesson was fun! Lessons will resume after 2 weeks. B4 that was practising Andy's song at song composing club house, should be fine bahs. This wednesday performing. IPC practical test this thursday! Microbiology test this saturday! OMG!

Specs day

2005-07-03T09:20:00.000-05:00

Today's the supposedly specs day by our "family". Grace! Your wire specs is really funny la! Omg, you know wad? She's like wearing that thing throughout the day! Mh, xc n stelly's new specs is nice. =) Took photos after service, all with specs. Why is it that my computer monitor always go haywire?!?! It's turning pink and blue now! ARGGG...

But...

I WANNA WEAR CONTACT LENS!

Initial D

2005-07-02T22:48:00.000-05:00

After choir practise in church, went to watch initial D with Shijia, priscialla, isaac, yijie, kaisun and ke chong lao shi. It's so nice! I mean, the racing part and humour make this movie enjoyable. I like the racing part and all the characters play a really good role.

New thing added to my list:
Get a car license after my birthday.

Jap speech test

2005-07-01T23:18:00.000-05:00

CATS is officially BORING. I mean, my teacher is so slack! She just keep letting us watch meaningless videos and listen to oldies. Anyways, envy us peeps, we have a very SLACK class. Volleyball's not as painful as last week's. Learnt to spike and it's so fun!

Was super NERVOUS before my turn during jap speech test. Didn't know my turn come so fast, I'm the 8th pair. My partner huiling was like "Help! Let's revise again." I think we did quite well when she suddenly told me that she saw kono sensei put 2 crosses at the end of the marks paper. This means we failed? Arg, I think we think too much, maybe that means we are too good. =X Pst, let me comfort myself, I know I'm gonna FAIL! Hurhur...

Disaster after disaster

2005-07-01T00:28:00.000-05:00

Was pretty disheartened this morning when terrisa told me that rat-face gave everyone a maths test during lecture and I'm at home still sleeping like a pig. A few % gone from my maths? After getting my O level cert from bpghs, took a 2 hr nap. After my nap, was about to play my guitar when a weird tune came out. After staring at my guitar for like 10 secs I realised that - my first guitar string broke. Second catastrophe broke out, the expensive set of guitar strings I bought 1 month ago couldn't be found.

Hopes **
- A drum set
- An electric guitar

Updates:
Yay! Really wanna thank Tiffany! My skin's saved! Thanks for doing that worksheet and helping me sign attendance for this morning maths lecture! Hehe! Couldn't have felt more relieved than ever!

I had a dream ``
If only...

Drums

2005-06-30T13:22:00.000-05:00

Piak Piak BANG! Been taking up online drum lessons myself, IT'S DIFFICULT! I mean, the coordination and stuff, it's like hitting 3 things at different timings. Luckily I got a few friends who know drums, *winks* Hopefully I can play a decent drum beat after a few months. If only I have a drum set at home, it'll be so much fun...

I am disappointed la, disappointed in my own stupid attitude. My inner-self's engulfing me and I find it difficult to be myself recently. I'm officially MOODY. I mean, I feel like a nobody, don't have the mood for anything. Just wanna go home and sleep, to forget everyone and everything. Cruel reality indeed, even if I die I bet my friends won't even know.

QT

2005-06-29T00:43:00.000-05:00

Jeremy! Dig out your school's derelicts! Time for those dust-covered notes to finally hit the streets. Physiology... hmmm, what's that?! I'M DOOMED. Topic one to five, OHMEGOSH! I don't understand a SINGLE thing! Need serious physiology help here!

I'm drowning myself constantly, but I only realised it when I'm about to die...finally.

Reflections

2005-06-28T19:39:00.000-05:00

I faced many spikes and thorns in poly and one of the major ones is the "F" word. Since young, I've not even spoken that word once and here, I faced a catastrophe, people are like saying the "F" word all over the place! I simply abhor that word, vulgar and barbaric. Never am I gonna say that word, ever!

One typical scenario:
Me: Hey, sorry, can't follow you guys to KAP.
X: *chuckles* F&#@ you la! Haha, okok, cya!

Many a times, people say things that hurt you unintentionally, it's better to think before you speak sometimes. Suffer in silence, put on another mask, let the arms of hypocricy undulate your heart. Must we always have to put on a mask just to hide our hurts?

First hiphop training...

2005-06-27T21:51:00.000-05:00

Had a terrible flu today. =/ Suspects the librarian for tranquillizing the flu virus into me while I'm secretly eating in the library. Today's my first hiphop training, pretty crazy for a start. The warm up is a killer but it's cool anyways. Learnt our first few dance steps and you have to learn how to bring ur chest out and in. The class format really sux, first come first serve basis, so you have to come early in order to make it to the first slot.

Teen icon 05

2005-06-26T22:05:00.000-05:00

HAPPY B'DAE GRACE YAM! Yeaps! Hope you'll become a better food fairy. =D

Met sharon, cindy seah, xinyan n dinie after church at orchard to accompany xinyan to far-east for her tkd shirt thingy. Made it just in time for tiff's teen icon finals. The 15 contestants were soooo good! I really like their voices except for a few. Tiff sang well, all the best!

Yay! First chinese song composed!

2005-06-26T03:33:00.000-05:00

Yay! It's 1:30am now and I've officially composed my FIRST chinese song! All the long my songs were in english. It's titled "Lonely", yeah..I know what's going through your minds, that Akon song rite? Haha, but mine's totally SAD and DEPRESSING. Sadistic! Wheee! Shall add in the melody when I'm free! So happy!

This coming friday's my jap speaking test, hopefully I'll do well for it. Gambatte all jap class 10 peeps for the test! Let's all pass the test together with flying colours!

Why girls are evil..lolx.

2005-06-25T23:32:00.000-05:00

My friend sent me something that's SOOOOO funny! Why girls are evil:

First we state that girls require time and money:
Girls = Time x Money

And as we all know, time is money:
Time = Money

Therefore:
Girls = Money x Money = (Money)²

And because "money is the root of all evil":
Money = √(Evil)

Therefore:
Girls = (√Evil)²

And we are forced to conclude that:
Girls = Evil

Pls note that I have nothing against girls, so don't come killing me..lolx.

Russell jokes

2005-06-25T14:11:00.000-05:00

Was watching that Russell comedy, you know, that 45 mins comedy that has been circulating all over NP, and was so ticked off by that african name joke!

(Extract from vid, trying to be as exact as possible)

When I was at the casino at south africa, I saw this dealer there, ya know... I think they put him there just to confuse you cos there's this name tag hanging ard there and I can swear to god that his name was spelt "Exclamation mark, X - O - B - I - L - E". And I was like, how the hell do you say that? Somebody...I looked at the card down there and was like..somebody... XOBILE! I thought you had to start BIG you know, cos there was this exclamation mark infront of his name. Like when there's this question mark you go like, "Xobile?" He looked at me and said "Pls do not yell in the casino."(African tone) I said I'm not yelling man..just tryin' to say your name! He goes like.."that's not how you say my name..." I was like saying..how you say your name? I swear to god..that he said "my name is pronounced - *click* bi-lay" There's a click in his name!

Haha..it's darn funny la..ask me for that vid if you want..it's worth it! Be man! Do the right thing!

Song composing club

2005-06-22T23:42:00.000-05:00

Dun worry, I'm not mood deficient or something, I'm only tired and sleepy. Not feeling well these past feel days. SCC is about icebreaking, not much of fun anyways, was in the pop genre. Anyone from SCC happen to be here, feel free to find me for piano/guitar accompliment, melody composing or guidiance. Currently looking for experienced drummers who would spare some time to teach me. =X Was soooo shocked that in the entire hall, I'm the only person who knows the piano/keyboard.

o.O My microbiology prac lecturer is soooo funny! He asked if anyone wanna play badminton out of the blue and straight away procceed to book all the courts for the whole class to play! Monday night!!! Wheee! Badminton rawkx!

Can't eat

2005-06-20T20:23:00.000-05:00

My stomach's been acting weird lately, after eating a few mouthful I feel like puking. Guess it's due to the one week indigestion problem I had.

"Family" outing

2005-06-20T01:22:00.000-05:00

I felt left out, more and more out of place as the weeks passed. Things in church are getting more and more distant from me, I can't feel it anymore. Please come back to what it used to be.

After church, the "egg fam"(me, stelly, my sis, mh, corrine, grace & xiuchen) went to plaza singapura for a movie! Watched batman begins.(Too bad we only have front 2nd seat) Pretty nice show, but boring at the starting part. Was having a severe headache halfway through the movie and had to close my eyes now and then. After the movie I feel like puking, super drowsy, first time experiencing it, guess I'm deprived of sleep. =X Anyways, we're all driven into laughing mode and were practically laughing for several minutes. Stelly and grace left and we went to bukit panjang plaza for dinner, after that we went home. Celebrates papa day at around 11pm when me and my sis gave him his prezzies. Guess he's pretty touched cos he weren't expecting anything.

Long friday~

2005-06-18T00:35:00.000-05:00

Went to sch at 9:40am thinking that the interview but obviously it's 9:30am. Anyways, the interview went fine, I guess. *Gulps* Hopefully I'd be able to pass and get to the next round of interview, this time with the officers. Results will be announced next thursday or friday.

After slacking in the library for 3 hours, went for CATS class and my group is just so funny! We need to think of 30 ideas or invention and we thought of many pro inventions that could be made. A few of them are hilarious, like the darth vader helm! Anyways, my group ppl were always laughing during CATS class. Volleyball WAS ok until the 3 level serving part. Me and tz we advancing to level 3 until I hit off chart, causing the ball to fly over the gate and down the hill. Had to run all the way out of sch just to take the ball back. Darn unlucky~ Jap class was ok, was told that there's a speech test the week after next, hopefully I will study for it instead of procrastinating all the time.

After that went for astronomy to slack and went home at around 9:30pm.

NP Librarians

2005-06-16T21:51:00.000-05:00

GaA~ Pesky librarian, spoil my day. Met up with Kimberly and the Beast group in the library and my class people were supposed to meet the director for some teaparty at 12pm. Was calling my friend who happened to be in the library too when that stupid librarian called me over and recorded my name for using the phone and talking too loudly. I don't mind if he gave me a warning or something, BUT HE DIDN'T GIVE ME ANY CHANCE. Darn, had to fill in my name in the warning slip, such a spoiler. Later at the day during my break, was back at the library again. Saw that pesky librarian walking around checking on the students. It so happened that he caught another group of students playing lan and ask them to fill in the warning slip. That's so gay! Why can't he just be more lenient? Darn, seeing his face sets me on fire.

Conclusion: Librarians in NP are b$#%# and sux BIG time. Period.

Quiz

2005-06-16T21:38:00.000-05:00

Jeremy
May Jehovah exalt : Hebrew

Energetic and courageous you stand up for your beliefs and for what you desire. You are independent, strong willed and fiercely competitive when needed although your ambition is tempered with patience. You maintain a positive attitude and with a more organised or practical approach to life material success is very likely. Your immensely loving and generous nature brings joy into peoples lives and ensures your happiness.

Yu

There is no doubt that with your great self-belief and powerful personality you are meant for positions of leadership. Others find you inspiring and you seem to attract success and good fortune easily. You have a strong mind and clear thinking giving you the ability to make quick decisions and take calculated risks. Being prepared to take one step at a time means you will be assured of achieving all your objectives.

Ng

Peaceful, poised and understanding you do not let anyone or anything disturb your innate calm. You are tolerant of others no matter how their behaviours or beliefs differ from your own. Not attached to material or worldly affairs you are free to express your true self. Displaying great wisdom and serenity people are naturally drawn to you for guidance and counsel. Your courage and presence of mind see you through any adversity.

Try out here: http://www.bostonuk.com/names/default.asp

Late for quiz!

2005-06-15T01:40:00.000-05:00

I ran all the way through the gates of SIM canteen, entered lecture hall 76, saw the test papers apparently being given out, but my eyes deceived me. I was late for 25 mins, seemingly the only person late for physiology lecture and most importantly the test. So my eyes did deceive me, the papers were being passed to the front for the lecturer to collect instead. My friends were like "WAH! Winner man you! Nice timing!" Yeah, nice timing Jeremy, you did a great job to miss your first test. The worst thing is that everyone's looking at the once again notorious me asking the lecturer to let me take the test after lecture.

Physio test is easy. Chemistry quiz is even easier, full marks!

Geezers...steven lim

2005-06-15T00:27:00.000-05:00

Been reading up on steven lim, that stripper in sg idol after my sis sent me a forum regarding his negative trait. Apart from being over ego-istic, he videoed his own advertisements and sparstic clips of which includes the infamous Anti-aids advertisement. "Stop the spread of aids! Say no to casual sex! Use a condom if otherwise." marks the ending of that retarded piece of trash. How can you say no to casual sex and at the same time use a condom if you really cannot control your sexual urges?(Btw, he's really gay in the video clip) What really fumes me is the case of him coercing his gf to paste a slip of paper regarding his website: www.stevenlim.net

You can read more about this case here: http://www.frontallabs.com/nfrontal/web/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=10051&whichpage=1

Auditions, ambassador

2005-06-13T23:33:00.000-05:00

Went for the ambassador game's thingy and it's quite fun. =D Was told that there's an audition for this student ambassador thingy and everyone was given a slip. My audition's this friday so wish me all the luck! After so many auditions I guess I'm kinda used to it.

Pending stuff:
1) Study 3 chapters of physiology for tmr's test.
2) Student Ambassadors audition this friday.
3) Burn Wang Li Hong's album into my com.
4) Collect $6 from Joel.
5) Distribute the chemistry hw and physio notes tmr.
6) Send class-list via email to 1F01 people.

Astro camp~

2005-06-12T22:01:00.000-05:00

I'm back from astro camp! Here's briefly what happened:

1st day: Joined my grp(Bootes) at 8 plus after my jap lesson, my GLs were crazy and hyper than, shouting cheers and jumping around. Anyways, went for meteor lecture after that. The content was ok but the guy speaking is monotonous, dragging me deeper into my sleeping mode. Did a quiz on that lecture after that. Luckily, the sky's clear so we get to look at the stars through a telescope. Saw scorpio, butterfly clusters and mercury. Finally it's night walk! It's about 1 am then and we're all pretty tired. The GLs took turn telling us ghostly encounters in np and it's pretty scary. =/ I'm the 3rd to go for the walk with my partner. Everything's fine until the most dreaded blk 50. We have to walk through a long stretch of path across the classrooms and it's super dark inside. B4 we enter there's this loud and blood curling scream that shocked us. Apparently I'm not intimidated by those GL's scares and continue talking to distract our minds from being afraid. We finished the walk and chatted with the GLs for awhile while waiting for the rest of the pairs. (P.S. If you want ghost stories about np, I've got tons of em, ask me if you wanna hear.)

2nd day: Woke up and asked my GLs to be excused for awhile to help up in the children camp in my church. At around 12 I met Joel and Johnny for the Music composing club audition. I'm of course not prepared as I didn't bring my guitar along and didn't have any songs in mind to play due to the camp. In the end they asked me to sing Tong hua and then play out that song on the spot on keyboard. Managed to do it and they say I'm pretty good on keyboard(they even asked me to coach some people on keyboards). So, w-ell I passed the audition. Returned to camp just in time for lunch. After that was another series of stations regarding the solar system etc. Following which, we had a medley of games which involved flour, paint, butter and mud. I'm so happy! Cos our group keep on winning! Even till our last game! Wheee! Our last game's the mummy, where we had to wrap tissue paper ard one of our team-mates and protect it from being wet. I'm the attacker, so I had so much fun throwing water bombs at my opponents. After bathing we had the 2nd best programme in the camp, THE GL MOST QIAN BIAN COUPLE COMPETTITION. We had to use the given materials to decorate our GLs and so we pump balloons for the boobs for ying tao and alot of disgusting and hilarious design(including the big red lips and hairy mole) They did a great job and we won again! Hehe!~ After discussing about the camp skit we're doing we went for another star gazing thingy. This time we're being taught how to adjust and set up a telescope.

Last day(Today): Had brunch(breakfast and lunch) in a form of a buffet after a fruitless search for our camp flags. After performing the skits we're mostly slacking around shouting cheers and stuff. Had some crazy dancing thingy and the last item's the phototaking session. Rushed to ps after that to catch a movie just in time. The movie's called "5 children and IT" Rather cute movie and more of a "children" type movie. An ancient creature that the kids found that grants wishes that last till sunset.

Beautiful reality

2005-06-09T23:34:00.000-05:00

Softball practise's unique, totally blur about that sport until the ending of the training. Tml's astro camp, hopefully it'll be fun.

Things to do(starting from now):
-Pack my astro camp stuff
-Add un-added links to my blog and re-link dead links
-Sleep earlier
-Use less computer
-Practise more piano
-Read the bible and do devotions everyday consistantly
-Send the class list to everyone's email in class
-Ask physio lecturer to re-explain alot of stuff

Stuffs

2005-06-08T22:20:00.000-05:00

Something my catholic friend said makes me wonder if I'm correct about them. He claimed that catholics worshiped God like we do and does not worship mary at all. And he said that we're pretty similar and stuff. Not really sure but hopefully someone can tell me what's going on.

Anyways, regarding what clem said on my tag board, quoted "while those christians do that to gain fame and attention, does it therefore mean that it is any less your responsibility to serve God? think of it this way.. that you have this privellege to serve this almighty God. Why are you rejecting it?", w-ell, firstly christians who go into service of God for fame and attention do not serve God but himself. His focus becomes totally on himself rather than what God wants. That's the major problems in most churches, infact all churches today. Secondly, of cos it's our privellege to serve God and it's our duty to do so. BUT, your motive must be very clear, serve God only, not for your own benefits. Lastly, nobody ever say that we're rejecting the choice to serve God. Yup, that's all that I have to say.

Astro camp this friday till sunday, can't wait for it!

Stressed out =(

2005-06-07T22:40:00.000-05:00

Yay! Astro camp 05 this friday to sun! Look, look, look at the sky, gaze at the patterns, try naming one of them, feel satisfied and doze off. Dinie's been complaining about our maths lecturer aiming at him and making life difficult for him. Haha, can't blame him la, who ask him to do so badly for maths quiz. =X Anyways, I don't really like her too, dejavu, did my year 2 friend say that too? Squash looked nice so I joined, tuesday and thursday training. Trying to get back on track for Magic: The Gathering card game, Joel's been pestering me to play all day.

Sometimes I wonder, have I been neglecting church ministry due to school? School had caused me to give up many ministrys I used to serve and after thinking I'm a little remorseful. Most of my church friends seemed to be more involve in church than me. Fellowship on sats is my main problem. Due to my cca and school I can't go occasionally. W-ell, whatever the church people think about me I don't care. As long as I know that I'm still faithful to my religion, that's all that matters.

Christians have no right to make judgement on another fellow brother and sister in Christ, only God deserves that right.

Chores

2005-06-06T22:14:00.000-05:00

Poly's a totally different world from secondary school. A new beginning for every freshies and a major turning point for complete make-overs. It's a place where you make plenty of friends and form many different cliques BUT it's hard to find one or two best friends like in secondary school. In poly, you're an adult, lecturers and students are just work mates, discipline is evident in every aspect.

I'm changing, I know it, changing for the better. The better me, the new me, I'm positive about my change.

Forever love

2005-06-05T16:48:00.000-05:00

Forever Love..Forever Love
Wo zhi xiang yong zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
Cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you...

M'sia, wedding

2005-06-05T01:24:00.000-05:00

On my way to m'sia, discovered that they are REALLY corrupted. =X I wrote "Singapore" for my last country of embarkment and they didn't even give a damn!(Try writing sentosa or tim-buk-too next time) They pocketed our money for their own use cos they didn't give us reciept! Yeah, so there! My uncle's late for the wedding ceremony so we just went to the church there to see my other cousins cleaning up the left overs. Got to the restaurent and ate alot! There were alot of performances by the dancing troupe and singers. They did quite well la, except for some. It's really some experience and I wish that couple all the best!

NRA Hiphop audition

2005-06-04T15:43:00.000-05:00

Guess what? My family abandoned me in Singapore for malaysia! Jkjk! They went off first cos I had Hiphop audition at 10:30am. Everything went fine, met up with Pey Chee and we made it to the first grp. The dance steps we are supposed to learn are easy, and the last set is freestyle, meaning that we have to invent our own dance steps. W-ell, it didn't went well and of cos cannot make it cos I screw up the last part. Anyways, I still got in. (Wink wink) Haha, so, YAY! I'm in NRA Hiphop! =X Now waiting for my uncle to call me so that he can drive me to malaysia for the wedding dinner. Shall update later. =)

Linus b'day

2005-06-03T01:03:00.000-05:00

Happy 17th birthday Linus! Haha, today's my classmate's birthday so we celebrated his birthday in the italian foodcourt at SIM. It's quite nice la, too bad Tiffany's sick so don't have the cake. Everything went on fine and was VERY happy that I finished my maths online during maths lecture! Wahaha! One more qn to complete another topic! Chem practical today was so bad! We did titration(much tedious) and I just catch no ball. Think I'm a loser in practicals, I just keep forgetting the steps and stuff. Darn, was called to be the lab manager today. -Today's traffic jam was so bad that 61 was on the same spot for 30 mins. Totally late and was 20 mins late for maths lecture.(sorry Dinie & Patrick for making you wait)-

Family dinner was fun! Had porky food in Geylang and they are just so delicious! First time seeing so many prostitutes waiting at the pavement for customers. Kinda weird though, most of them look the same.

Auditions

2005-06-01T22:19:00.000-05:00

Got tons of auditions pending for me to attend to. >_< NRA hiphop audition this sat, student ambassador audition next wed, Song composing club audition next sat and GL audition in aug. Pretty packed huh? I simply love microbiology practicals! Although I really stink at practicals I still like it. Can't wait so see my colonies forming next week!

Uncertainty sinks deeper, I can't feel it anymore after today. -Things that happened.

Boring day

2005-05-31T20:46:00.000-05:00

Another boring day? Basically I'm bored in school, bored at home, bored the whole time. Lecture is getting more and more boring and I feel my life draining away each day. Thinking about the next semester, it's kinda sad, our class is so close already and we have to part into a new class. This is life, cherish what you have now or you'll regret it.

This sat! Oh me gosh, I'm going malaysia this sat! My cousin's having their wedding there! Cool rite?

Tongues

2005-05-31T20:38:00.000-05:00

My sister asked me to post this here too so here goes...
Here are the differences between Biblical tongues (BT) and Charismatic tongues (CT):

BT - Spirit-empowered, and supernaturally given (1 Cor 12:11)
CT - Self-induced and humanly taught

BT - Foreign languages or dialects (Acts 2:6)
CT - Ecstatic utterances or gibberish

BT - Involves both spirit and mind (1 Cor 14:15)
CT - Involves the spirit but not the mind

BT - There is order (1 Cor 14:40)
CT - There is confusion and chaos

BT - Provides edification (1 Cor 14:5)
CT - Promotes ecumenism (dictionary of Ecumenical Movement, s.v. "Charismatic Movement," by Peter Hocken)

BT - Given only to some according to the will of God (1 Cor 12:30)
CT - Given to all according to the will of man

BT - Temporary gift of the Apostolic Age (1 Cor 13:8)
CT - Does not necessarily come with the gift of interpretation

BT - Given only to Christians (Mk 16:17, Acts 8:13,17)
CT - Given to professing Christians and Roman Catholics (Dictionary of Pentecostal and Charismatic Movements, s.v. "Catholic Renewal," by F.A. Sullivan)

BT - Always controlled (1 Cor 14:27 - 28)
CT - Often wild, and hysterical

BT - Least of the spiritual gifts (1 Cor 14:5)
CT - Best of the spiritual gifts

BT - Sign to unbelieving Jews (1 Cor 14:22)
CT - Sign of personal spirituality or holiness

Maths

2005-05-30T21:43:00.000-05:00

Maths is crazy, totally hate it. =/ Got tons of maths assignments, be it online or hardcopy, they are driving me nuts.

Something my Godsis showed me that I found interesting. Check this out(Men's toilet introduction): http://www.flashplayer.com/animation/amensroommonologue.html

Is this a sign from God? I shall wait patiently for you...

Concert

2005-05-30T01:23:00.000-05:00

Didn't know what exactly happened to me! I can't sleep! Woke up at 4:30am and CAN'T SLEEP!!! Went to church super early in the end and had breakfast b4 service. After church met bee yee in raffles mrt for some network business stuff. Was pretty convinced that I'll earn loads but my mum told me it may be a hoax or some sort. W-ell, shall see when I bring my mum down. Went back home for quick dinner when I realised I left 10 cents! After that took 77 to meet yiwen and her bro at marina centre. But in the end they boarded the bus I'm taking so no need to meet them anymore! The orchestra concert's nice! Although I slept in between, but they really deserved our applause. From this we can see how kiasu singaporeans are, always shouting and clapping for encore. Dots one lor.

4th day in sch..

2005-05-27T22:33:00.000-05:00

4th day of school, total isolation from my classmates - well, not exactly. Meet up with Terrisa at the atrium at 12 plus and proceeded to our IS classrooms. Oh well, go into the class a total stranger(familiar scene) and listen to our lecturer rant about creativity and stuff. There's this poem that has the F word in there. She say it so easily as though nothing happened! She's american, so her accent is very droning. She dismissed the class after 30 mins, got 1 hr 30 mins to slack before Sports and Wellness. Made 2 new friends from biotech, so we slacked at the library.

Met up with Terrisa again and procceeded to our next venue. Was discussing what sports we should join when the girl infront said she wanted volleyball also. So both of us decided to sit at the first 3 rows(since we made it early, the instructor told us that volleyball is infront). Yup, so made another new friend, her name should be pei chee bahs..she's joining hiphop too! Saw my biotech friend and we sat together also. In the end we all go for volleyball! After that went to buy my pe shirt. Ate dinner with Nic.

Jap class was a riot. Didn't know my classmate is there also. She ar, always laugh at that poor jap teacher. Actually, it's v funny la, the way he speak english. We learn all the basic stuff and ended up speaking to each other in simple jap we just learnt. Yong ren n her friend was stunt when I talked to her in jap at the bus-stop. Gtg do other impt stuff now so.. KONBANWA!

3rd day in sch...

2005-05-26T21:31:00.000-05:00

My 3rd day in sch's rather typical. Saw linus unexpectedly when I boarded 61. Changed my mind halfway through so didn't go to the library but to blk 73 instead to order the statistic book(cursed book). Met up with Patrick they all just to find out that you have to order first for them to print. -.- So much for coming early. Anyways, we did bought the lab book! Was just in time for maths lecture and as usual, it's boring. So we slept during lecture. Halfway through, I noticed that the "guy" sitting infront of me was writing down wad the lecturer is saying in chinese! Out of curiousity, I asked "him" if "he's" from China. "He" said he's not...in a feminine tone! "He's" a girl! No! A butch! =X

After that half of the class that's going for pool followed me to the printing room at blk 83 level 6 just to find out that we cannot print there anymore and library's printer's out of service! Diaoded rite? Anyways, we went to bukit timah plaza for lunch and I saw leawei at the back gate with his friend that's smoking. Played pool for the first time after lunch. Was pretty bad, think I was embarrasing myself. The white ball either bounce across the other balls or it just moved a little. Johny and Tiffany kept ranting about the "ps" aka "pang sai" aka "watery shit" and got high because of that. So much of the 4 hours break we had.

Another lab practical again! This time is chemistry experiments. As expected, we were taught how to wash test-tubes. -.- It's rather tedious, washing 6 times etc. I admit it, I'M BLUR. Hur hur! I dunno why! I kept screwing up! Sorry Linus!

Was discussing in the middle of the pavement whether to check the printing room for our statistic book or go home/dinner in sch. Wasted 15 mins on that? In the end they all ps me and Kimberly to have dinner in sch. (Sian..no choice..kitchen's renovating..have to eat in sch everyday.) W-ell, tml will be my most tiring day, IS from 1pm till 8pm, can die!

2nd day in school..

2005-05-25T22:11:00.000-05:00

W-ell, went to sch with Terissa. Lined up for our lecture notes finally, it's about 15 mins long. Later in the middle of the queue there's this very irritating alarm that sounded off for quite some time. Helped the guys in my class to buy the notes also when they joined me in my queue. After slacking in the lib for sometime we head for our lecture theatre. First lecture was as boring as usual, chemistry! Bahs..studying the same stuff over again. -.- After that was maths. OMG! The lesson is so BORING. Can literally sleep. Zz. But the good stuff is the last period! MICROBIOLOGY PRACTICAL! Wheee! We were told to make a medium to grow bacteria, will grow them next week in practical. Was rather mixed up although our lecturer gave very clear instrutions. My lab partner is Linus..haha..luckily he's not as blur as me or else I'd end up like the 2 jokers infront..LOL. =X Tml had to buy notes for my class out of my courtesy(see..I so good) Had a fun day, tml pool during 4 hrs break! Yay!

First day of poly life!

2005-05-24T19:26:00.000-05:00

Woke up from Terissa's sms asking me what time I need to get to sch. Found out that both our timetable very similar and our tuesday slot is at the same Lecture theatre. Since we lived so near, her dad drove us to school. =D Waited for Jessica they all and by the time we reach our venue, we're 20 mins late. Oh well, sat with Nicholas and talked alot during the introduction(real bored, nearly slept! Tnks to nic's mentos I'm being kept awake.) After that there's this 1 hour break so me, Terissa and Nic went to SIM canteen for lunch. Ate the Yu(4) Mian(4) which costs us $2.50. And that's when we realised that Nic had sharp eyesight, he said "I've got a feeling that I'll get used to the american lifestyle here" and asked me to looked to my right. The jeans of that lady was worn very low and we could see 1/4 of her butt. -.- He pointed to us 1 more when we're going to the library for the amazing race thingy. Oh ya! I'm in class 1F01!

Amazing race(library) was boring! Were literally dragging our feets finding the answers. Took 30 mins borrowing the books required by the qn. After finishing we finally seperated to our own tutorial. That's when I got to know my class people! Me and a few guys sat at the back and introduced ourselves, I think we cliqued? I feel very comfortable with my class people, and was appointed the class rap! =D After class we just stand in the middle of the road exchanging hp numbers. -.-(Hell yeah! We own the road!) Didn't buy the lecture notes in the end cause the queue's as long as before. Had a nice day, hopefully tmr will have more fun! Glad to see alot of my friends there..hehe!